love is real and don't you forget it...

i just spent a beautiful week at the hands of many friends old and new...i learned that some poeple are so afraid of commitment they can't even pick a favorite color....i learned that true old friends can love you in the moment and still wake up your true old friend....i learned that it doesn't take as many drinks as time goes on to turn us into lesbians...i learned that sometimes the people you care about from far away really care back....i learned that it was not all in my head...that love can be as real as you make it....i learned that i love myself enough to never give up....and that i love my daughter enough to never leave her behind.... (but i already knew that)....i learned that attraction can be spontaneous...and still exsist in the morning...i learned it's really hard to photograph your own ass with an iphone....that longing can make you happy and sad at the same time...that i love you....that your psychic....that you could love me back....that i am living a dream....that it's all working out exactly the way it's supposed to...and...(call it cliche)..but the universe is conspiring to make my life perfect