and more and more

fortified laughter
awakes to mornings after
words hurt
cutting actions
pass to dreaming
scheming plans
for a future built on good intentions
or
built upon a future of good intentions
I can’t remember which

drudging memories
lost to bloody maria’s
poetically conversing
in fantasies passing
coercing the convalescence of youth
in a purging of energy
inspired by music

forgotten bondage leashed to expulsion
one last fuck to prove your manhood
stranger interest streams moments digital
forgive and forget it’s straight from the bible

libel bears consequence
to mental-logical
dissidence
or
resonance

residence in moments flicker
convolution expands like water on the floor
a door locked hides a shadowed confusion
loves fleeting arrows flank
goddesses and whores
forever more