Every time that I have fallen you have told me it's all I need

Dreams of light sound expand in threads woven in paled limbs entangled

Players find their match and falter only to find the path of feeling free

Im feeling good why would we have dissidence

The sleepy stories climb up the spine and bud into wings

We all know we have already found it but there is so much more inspiration

A soft plantation sustains the restful heart

A good pounding sends us surfing

Waves inspirational in there exfoliation

The water meets the sky

And the beats that gifted a time in cellular reality

come with a price

Stop bitching

accept that it is met with sultry eyes

accept that it has been kept quiet

accept that a random text left me smiling

except that the physical can never be described for its purity

and well wishing will never end when it’s lustfully drenched in realness

I love you

Why not?

mixed tape

Less talk more write

Edited flirtations grace the stillness of aloneness

Love is passed casually through cellular channels

A dissemblence of touch leave thumbs contorted

Love is blind I guess

A soft sigh leaves us laughing

Planned fornication lends to throws of passion

Ashing this cigarette makes me feel young

And I need to remember sometimes that I am

Age is a state of mind I’ve been told

Pleasure seeks to activate memory

Delving deeply into the coil

Sharing love songs we dance til dripping

Flashing notes that travel distance

Sound capitulates the moment

Laughter escapes lips moist with liquor

Echoed whispers through fallen leaf song

Leave them all behind he bellows

It was then she knew it was all a dream

A story she read in the paper this morning

was it really interesting?

and we fell
not once or twice
but forever
then we got back up
and saw ourselves reflected
eyes don't lie
and neither does your face
we are honest
and i like that about us

and you told me
innocently asked for what you needed
perspired
desperate for something familiar
held me and never once expected
anything more than what i could offer
thank you
that was just what i needed
no pleading

and i gave to you
no fear or promises either
just moments
simple and with respectful eyes
heart spilling open
then opening thighs
the rain today was a sensory reminder
cold impends upon the season
it's beautiful

rhyme for an old friend who's too cool for school

illusions of what has been drift amongst pages
turned in a box of vestibule phases
dreams dissipate the political concious
energy melts into meteorific conciousness

eyes speak to moments dripping with wonder
ears then awaken to unexpected thunder
a message can tilt towards a life now asunder
placidly drifting upon games where we plundered

and moonstrokes paint images soft upon sky
leaving confusion as we ponder why
and a hand that once caressed upon innocent thigh
leans towards buttons that later deny

Through the looking glass I saw my own reflection

There are moments in our lives
This is our life
Moments
I have moved through life
Intuiting myself
Then listening to the “rights and wrongs”, the ethical morality of my mind
I have let myself be washed over by my brain
Brainwashed
Exfoliating the dreams and soaping away self trust
To fall in line and “do the right thing”
Rising to the ebbs and flow in a salty jetsam
Meeting myself in the mirror and congratulating myself
That the expectations are met
Slowly contorting backward
In a dance of doing what I “should”
Expressing need and want
Pragmatizing my experience and choices to save face
Adjusting to the structure that has been presented to me
In a walking backbend
So that I can sodomize myself with my head
Like a dragon chasing its own tale
Until now

Living one day at a time has become living this moment
Being who I have been molded to be has become who I inspire in myself
Like a Barbie doll impressioned into being who later runs away with the circus
I am the face in the mirror and I’m sick of saving face
I drew these eyes I see and I will draw them again
The same and different based on the crossroad of each moment
The indoctrination of fear will always be
I can choose to be consumned by it or I can accept it for what it is worth
I am open
I am no longer a sex slave to my own self imposed domination
Rather a pleasure activist obligated to being
Creating a reality that exists only for the audience of the moon
Then re-molecularizing into myself moments from now
The puppet master playing the harmonizing melody of my heartstrings
I like
I love
I laugh
I can
I see
I feel
I dream
I am

just like i read upon your wall : it's all crap until it isn't crap anymore

wisdom can come from the strangest of sources
without rhyme or reason we set treason upon others
and other times find support in the unlikeliest of places
faces can be foreign or comfortably timeless
debunking euphemisms propelled by the motion
and a notion occurs and from it great inspiration
projected in treetops with family memories
a rooftop of dancers ignore the reality
of intuitive voices drowned out by the music
a bare pussy feels like a freshly shaved man face
childlike visually to eyes jaded by porn scenes
obscene to the populus and honored by some
the hum drum is drowned out by scrotums and cum
and the knowledge gets lost in a succulent sauce
til morning awakes us to a newness begun
and from love a moment obscures to the beat
as tattered feet slowly take over the street
and the wise disappear to save grace without thinking
that this all might be equal to discarded past sentiment

Hindsight 20/20 or I didn't think I'd feel a thing and now I know I loved you more than I thought

So I cried and laughed and felt the world dissolving around me
Growing momentarily then again and again
Dissolving into a puddle of love me love me not

My thoughts drink me under the table of understanding
Too rapidly to ponder before my gut already know the answers

You made me feel loved in the simplest way
: you made me love myself :
It’s inspiration dripping over cum crusted lips
And fantasies sordidly welling wetness over a hardened clit

I gave you my love not to fill a void
Not to see what could have been
But as a free sample of my secret pleasure factory

I wish I could hold your hands in mine and look you in the eyes
When I tell you that you are my favorite flavor
But instead I’ll give up ice cream for the moment and sweat until I see you again

pondering the beauty of opening your heart freely and still loving despite everything sad because it's simply love and love is good

And once again I gave it all to build the confidence in another
Got so naked I was skinless, dripping with want
Staged with light and the shroud of new experience
Unfortunately this time I was the one hurt
Apparently payback is a bitch
I’m not ashamed to cry
Death is the process of life and from it blooms a wonderland of creativity
Naivety rears its lovely head again and again and someone ends up alone
Drones swarm and the queen waits for the newbie to fly the hive
Driving long distance has never been a problem
I am a vortex open to those that desire and never to be found again
I was reminded recently that love never disappears just dissipates into the dream-state
Alive in a moment then lost to dark eyes cautiously pictured
The wind continues to pollinate inspiration
And the longing for what could be will never go away
Yet we continue, nomadic in intellect and fallen like acorns
I just wanted to be the seaweed and the rock
I just wanted to be the waves and the sandy shore
And yet again I am the boat and the dolphin
Dancing forever in a deadly love affair
Someday you will look into the mirror and realize love was easy all along
I pity the fool that stands in the shadow
I’d rather forgive and disappear too but consequence is real
Whether you run or face it head on
I miss you though and just wish for once it would make sense
Like a glowing casino sign pointing the way to hope
Thanks for the Herpes though
That was classic

for new orleans

brothers rappin
tappin the beat
with tapped sneakers
stompin the beat
watching people
out in the street
workin rythmn
so the can eat
and in nightfall
slowly retreat
to courtyards

pork lard and beans
clean wooden floors
protect secret
shared garden lore
and the wind blows
while children snore
breathin heavy
while out their door
drunk tourists shout
and riots soar
like Bourbon

urban mornings
mourning the night
locals awake
early to fight
the heat to sell
tourist delights
and earn freedom
from the dark plight
of condemned slums
with all their might
and Voodoo

true to haitians
nations rely
on the sacred herbs
that mamas dry
making potions
from bones and eyes
with blue balls and ritual cries
duality
'tween the Earth and Sky
so don't spread

sacred stories
glories untold
you'll catch a glimpse
buy what is sold
local paintings
may reveal gold
pay attention
to what is told
every whisper
may soon unfold
mystery

history seams
dreams in a bow
infinite paths
and fields to sow
with cotton sores
cleansed by the flow
mississippi
waters don't slow
setting the pace
for jazz to grow
like Taro

automatic new orleans 1

cafe of the world
trellised curls
fall from triangular hats
over the ears of fast moving waitresses
who will retire to trellising balconies
and brood up potions
to bring enough money
to pay the bills
cults of dark night walkers
purse the streets looking for vicitms
worthy of violent carnage
unsuspecting drunks
pan out
lost from the heat of night
and too many hand grenades
strange run arounds
and circles spun by voodoo priestesses
in attempt to keep the mystery
in line and in time with the history
while small shops sell
tastes of religion
for three times the price
thrice you may pass the same place
only to find that it never existed
in haste you run to the river
bounding over train tracks
while mississippi smells tingle
your senses mingle with the thick moist air
not a care in the world
as everyone celebrates
eatin' crawdads and gumbo with cornbread on the side later
eatin' po'boys on decater
staring at waiters as their faces begin to shine
from persperation and trepidation
wondering why they don't play sax in the street
to earn their eats
ants crawl over feet
in retreat of larger bugs in the kitchen
and i'm itchin' to see joe
he's an artist that i know
he paint's the world through bottle bottom lenses
and questioned the millenium for the sake of young travellers
street dwellers
turn to stone after 2am
avoid arrest
is this a test
can dreams come true with a little voodoo
hoodoo in time with ritual chants
drummers prance out into the street
keeping the beat
rat ta do do ta bat bidat ti do
and the sax screams through the night
drudging souls
out of the cemetary
to do their dance
in a trance
and the colors are streaming out of bead stores
and the tourist bars move quicker
as the air gets thicker
and my movements get slower
and the river is flowing
out into the gulf i gulp
close my eyes
but the beat is too strong
rat ta doo do ta bat bidat ti doo do
and the tones piercing
boo doo do wa ah ooh bododoowa ah oh
and the chants too true
and there are spirits in my shoes
morning comes and only the memory of drums remain